‘I knew my mother as a useless drunk – then I found her photos in the attic’

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It wasn’t long after the death of his mother, in 1977, that Antony Penrose came face to face with the woman he never knew. Not Lee Miller, the depressive alcoholic. Nor Lee Miller, the impossible mother. But Lee Miller, “the astonishingly brilliant, high-achieving, daring person who stood up for what she felt was right”. Which is how Penrose is describing the famous photographer to me now: sitting in his mother’s study, at Farley’s House in East Sussex, and pointing at his father’s – the artist Roland Penrose – portrait of his heavily pregnant wife, her blue-daubed face gazing downwards to the foetus Antony: a small lizard in an orb of ether.

“That’s me,” he says with a fond smile, adjusting the angle of his screen so I can better see their joint portrait: a splash of Surrealism that, no doubt, is as regular to the 78-year-old photographer and archivist as anything else that he has encountered in his life here. When it comes to Penrose’s mother, this house, and his childhood – a childhood in which he was kept largely in the dark about his mother’s extraordinary achievements – there is nothing, he assures me, that is out of bounds when it comes to our conversation this morning.

‘‘Lee rode her own temperament through life as if she were clinging to the back of a runaway dragon,” Penrose wrote in his 1985 biography of his mother’s many lives as a Surrealist artist, studio portraitist, war photographer and fashion model. “There was something compulsive in her, something that took over,” he adds as we discuss this primal urgency in Miller ahead of a new Tate retrospective of her work. It was a restlessness that helped shape her as one of the 20th century’s most daring photographers: propelling her from the glossy fashion pages of American Vogue in the 1920s to the Parisian dark room of Man Ray in the early 1930s, and with yet more unblinking determinedness, to the front lines of France and the death camps of Dachau and Buchenwald in the 1940s – by way of London’s Blitz.

ONLINE USE IMAGE Lee Miller Tate Britain 2 October 2025 ? 15 February 2026 Lee Miller, David E. Scherman dressed for war, London 1942. Lee Miller Archives. ? Lee Miller Archives, England 2025. All rights reserved. leemiller.co.uk Provided by Anna.Ovenden@tate.org.uk Terms of Loan These images are on loan to you, and are accepted by you under the following terms and conditions: ? That the reproductions are accompanied by the caption and credit line; ? That the reproductions are not cropped, overprinted, tinted or subject to any form of derogatory treatment without the prior approval of the copyright owner; ? That the images are only reproduced to illustrate an article or feature directly reviewing or reporting on Lee Miller at Tate Britain, 2nd October 2025 ? 15th February 2026 (section 30 (i) and (ii) of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988); ? A maximum of four images may be used to illustrate an article directly reviewing or reporting on the exhibition. Use of further images in the same article will be chargeable and Lee Miller Archives must be contacted directly before publication. ? That for online use the images are reproduced at 72 dpi with a maximum measurement of 650x650 pixels or 25x25cm; ? That any reproductions are not used for marketing or advertising purposes. ? That the images are not held on any digital database or retrieval system after usage David E. Scherman was the longest serving staff member of LIFE Magazine. Shortly after graduating from Dartmouth College in 1936 he bought a Leica camera, impressed editors at the magazine with his shots of Manhattan and was hired as a copy boy. Scherman worked his way up to become the only staff photographer to become an editor and continued with the magazine until it ceased in 1972. After the war Scherman returned to New York, in 1949 he married Rosemary Redlich and had two sons. In 1973 he edited a hugely successful series of TIME LIFE books. His final writing assignment was the introduction to the book ???Lee Miller???s War??? by Lee's son Antony Penrose. After TIME Inc. closed their doors, Scherman???s second career began as a contractor. He built 28 houses for his friends on Cape Cod, Long Island, Rockland and New Jersey. David E. Scherman, Lee Miller and Roland Penrose remained friends until the end of their lives. David outliving them both, died in 1997 aged 81, at his home Stony Point, USA.
‘David E. Scherman dressed for war’, London, 1942, by Lee Miller (Photo: Lee Miller Archives, England 2025)

That much of this work had been hidden from Penrose until he and his wife Suzanna uncovered trunks full of warped photographs, mud-splattered maps, shredded manuscripts and looted Nazi souvenirs is what continues to intrigue fans like me – and Kate Winslet, whose 2023 performance of Miller in Lee was a passion project that was nine years in the making. Working alongside Winslet on the movie was particularly significant, he says, “because I began to understand what it was like from Lee’s perspective being a woman and a mother”.

Growing up, Penrose was aware of Miller’s past as a photographer, but knew very little about her war work – and nothing of her Holocaust photography. When pressed, she would claim that everything had been destroyed in the war. It wasn’t until she died that he learned of the astonishing scope of her oeuvre. An encounter that, according to Tate’s curator Hilary Floe, “turbocharged the process of wider recognition” thanks to his passionate research and meticulous cataloguing. Since Penrose’s self-proclaimed “life-changing moment” in his mother’s attic, he has – perhaps even more surprisingly than the discovery itself – engaged himself in a very public promotion of her work, as well as a very private reappraisal of a parent who “I had a very hostile and distant relationship with”.

Who was this person, he asked himself? Flitting between high art and muddy reportage, she was, according to fellow photojournalist David Scherman, “the nearest thing I knew to a mid-20th century Renaissance woman”. And yet for Penrose: “I had just known a useless drunk who flopped around the place and was bloody difficult to be around. She was not a maternal figure in any way. She was very protective of me but she was not the kind of mummy who tucked me up at night and read me a story.”

ONLINE USE IMAGE Lee Miller Tate Britain 2 October 2025 ? 15 February 2026 Lee Miller, Charlie Chaplin with Chandelier, St Moritz 1932. ? Lee Miller Archives, England 2025. All rights reserved. leemiller.co.uk Provided by Anna.Ovenden@tate.org.uk Terms of Loan These images are on loan to you, and are accepted by you under the following terms and conditions: ? That the reproductions are accompanied by the caption and credit line; ? That the reproductions are not cropped, overprinted, tinted or subject to any form of derogatory treatment without the prior approval of the copyright owner; ? That the images are only reproduced to illustrate an article or feature directly reviewing or reporting on Lee Miller at Tate Britain, 2nd October 2025 ? 15th February 2026 (section 30 (i) and (ii) of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988); ? A maximum of four images may be used to illustrate an article directly reviewing or reporting on the exhibition. Use of further images in the same article will be chargeable and Lee Miller Archives must be contacted directly before publication. ? That for online use the images are reproduced at 72 dpi with a maximum measurement of 650x650 pixels or 25x25cm; ? That any reproductions are not used for marketing or advertising purposes. ? That the images are not held on any digital database or retrieval system after usage
‘Charlie Chaplin with Chandelier’, St Moritz, 1932 (Photo: Lee Miller Archives, England, 2025)

Only now is Penrose far more conscious of how she “had to fight so much harder than any man doing the same thing”. Miller was a multifaceted woman, making multifaceted art, and yet “her disparagement of her achievements was so intense that everyone was convinced she had done little”, Penrose wrote in the 1980s. “I had no idea about her times under fire,” Penrose admits. And that included the now-iconic bathtub photograph that Scherman took of Miller washing the Dachau dirt from her naked body in Hitler’s abandoned apartment just hours after the camp’s liberation, where Miller had also taken photographs of emaciated dead bodies that would later run in Vogue magazine with the headline “Believe it”. Yet Penrose recalls: “In the 1970s, some photo historians tried to get her to talk about her experiences as a photographer. And I remember how skilfully she deflected them.” Deflections like: “Oh, I didn’t do anything worth you studying, so let me tell you about Man Ray.”

Even now, he is still uncovering just how pioneering she was, the 40,000 negatives he’s been left with opening doors to her many worlds. From her playful portraiture (take her Janus-like profile of Max Ernst and Dorothea Tanning, for instance), to the everyday absurdity she captured on foot (her Untitled, Paris, for example, with its wing-shaped tar spilling onto the pavement), and the strange hauntings of war (her Dead SS Guard, Floating in Canal being one such example), what Miller showed us above all else is that surreality is all around us.

ONLINE USE IMAGE Lee Miller Tate Britain 2 October 2025 ? 15 February 2026 Lee Miller, Untitled, Paris 1930. Lee Miller Archives. ? Lee Miller Archives, England 2025. All rights reserved. leemiller.co.uk Provided by Anna.Ovenden@tate.org.uk Terms of Loan These images are on loan to you, and are accepted by you under the following terms and conditions: ? That the reproductions are accompanied by the caption and credit line; ? That the reproductions are not cropped, overprinted, tinted or subject to any form of derogatory treatment without the prior approval of the copyright owner; ? That the images are only reproduced to illustrate an article or feature directly reviewing or reporting on Lee Miller at Tate Britain, 2nd October 2025 ? 15th February 2026 (section 30 (i) and (ii) of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988); ? A maximum of four images may be used to illustrate an article directly reviewing or reporting on the exhibition. Use of further images in the same article will be chargeable and Lee Miller Archives must be contacted directly before publication. ? That for online use the images are reproduced at 72 dpi with a maximum measurement of 650x650 pixels or 25x25cm; ? That any reproductions are not used for marketing or advertising purposes. ? That the images are not held on any digital database or retrieval system after usage
Lee Miller’s ‘Untitled, Paris’, 1930 (Photo: Lee Miller Archives, England 2025)

It’s what she ran away to bohemian Paris at the age of 18 – from her home in Poughkeepsie – to find amongst the sexually free and the artistically curious. And it’s what she searched for in the desertscapes she photographed when she was living in Cairo in the mid-1930s: those are “the least known” of her works, says Tate curator Hilary Floe, “and yet they are so beautiful and emotionally moving” – something that Floe attributes to her double gaze, which “hovers between one thing and another”.

For Floe, what makes this Tate exhibition so comprehensive is the way in which it threads her war, fashion and portrait photography into a cohesive narrative that shows how “she had such a profoundly original approach to art”. Take her early work in late-1920s Paris, for instance, which has always been called her “Man Ray period” (Miller became his model, collaborator and lover, discovering the photographic technique of solarisation – a halo-like technique that involves exposing a partially developed photograph to light – alongside him in 1929). “But far from it,” says Floe. She was a well-known artist in her time outside of Ray’s orbit. “The master and the muse? I just don’t think that it’s accurate. I want her to get credit for the work she did with Man Ray. It’s not about writing him out but giving a fuller picture.”

MANDATORY CREDIT - Jim Holden Antony Penrose Photographer and son of photographer Lee Miller Credit: Jim Holden Provided by archives@leemiller.co.uk Muddles Green, UK. 29 October, 2024. Ami Bouhassane and Anthony Penrose Farleys House and Gallery Lee Miller archives Picture by Jim Holden
Antony Penrose says his mother’s work ‘is way more than art – this is history’ (Photo: Jim Holden)

Equally, at a time of great global conflict, and with a rising fascist threat, it is the photographs Miller took while on assignment for British Vogue during the Second World War that seem the most urgent and timely in 2025. I cite the chiaroscuro blaze of Hitler’s house near Berchtesgaden that Miller photographed in 1945 – and ask Penrose what it tells us now. “When the war started, she was not going to sit back and see her friends in Europe trashed by the Nazis,” he says of the fearlessness she demonstrated when she became the only female combat photographer to join the Allied advance across Western Europe.

ONLINE USE IMAGE Lee Miller Tate Britain 2 October 2025 ? 15 February 2026 Lee Miller, Fire masks, Downshire Hill, London 1941. ? Lee Miller Archives, England 2025. All rights reserved. leemiller.co.uk Provided by Anna.Ovenden@tate.org.uk Terms of Loan These images are on loan to you, and are accepted by you under the following terms and conditions: ? That the reproductions are accompanied by the caption and credit line; ? That the reproductions are not cropped, overprinted, tinted or subject to any form of derogatory treatment without the prior approval of the copyright owner; ? That the images are only reproduced to illustrate an article or feature directly reviewing or reporting on Lee Miller at Tate Britain, 2nd October 2025 ? 15th February 2026 (section 30 (i) and (ii) of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988); ? A maximum of four images may be used to illustrate an article directly reviewing or reporting on the exhibition. Use of further images in the same article will be chargeable and Lee Miller Archives must be contacted directly before publication. ? That for online use the images are reproduced at 72 dpi with a maximum measurement of 650x650 pixels or 25x25cm; ? That any reproductions are not used for marketing or advertising purposes. ? That the images are not held on any digital database or retrieval system after usage
Lee Miller’s ‘Fire masks’, Downshire Hill, London, 1941 (Photo: Lee Miller Archives, England 2025)

As for its applicability in our post-truth world: “This is way more than art – this is history,” he reflects. “And it’s history that we need to be aware of. There’s that fantastic line from [George] Santayana the poet – ‘Those who ignore the past are condemned to repeat it.’ And if we willfully allow ourselves to be ignorant of what’s happened we’re just going to go down that same circuit all over again.”

Looking at this period in her photographic life, I am struck by her close proximity more than anything else: the penetrative way in which she stepped into the horror with such unflinching precision – and I wonder to what extent her childhood trauma shaped that instinct of not turning away from the monster in the room. “Nobody outside of Lee and her immediate family knew that she had been raped as a child until after she died,” Penrose says of her assault at the age of seven by a family friend. Years later, Miller’s brother John remarked at how wholly the rape “changed her life and attitude” – infusing a wildness in her that only intensified over the years that she endured painful and invasive treatments for the gonorrhea she subsequently contracted at a time before antibiotics.

When Penrose discovered this chapter in his mother’s life, he was writing his book, trying to get to the bottom of “what stopped her giving and receiving love in the way that most others do?” and “why was she so outraged by people who were cruel to those who are defenceless?” He got his answers. Miller, from this point on, “had that sense of injustice in herself and she wasn’t going to see that visited upon anyone else”, Penrose muses.

ONLINE USE IMAGE Lee Miller Tate Britain 2 October 2025 ? 15 February 2026 Lee Miller, Portrait of Space, Al Bulwayeb near Siwa 1937. Lee Miller Archives. ? Lee Miller Archives, England 2025. All rights reserved. leemiller.co.uk Provided by Anna.Ovenden@tate.org.uk Terms of Loan These images are on loan to you, and are accepted by you under the following terms and conditions: ? That the reproductions are accompanied by the caption and credit line; ? That the reproductions are not cropped, overprinted, tinted or subject to any form of derogatory treatment without the prior approval of the copyright owner; ? That the images are only reproduced to illustrate an article or feature directly reviewing or reporting on Lee Miller at Tate Britain, 2nd October 2025 ? 15th February 2026 (section 30 (i) and (ii) of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988); ? A maximum of four images may be used to illustrate an article directly reviewing or reporting on the exhibition. Use of further images in the same article will be chargeable and Lee Miller Archives must be contacted directly before publication. ? That for online use the images are reproduced at 72 dpi with a maximum measurement of 650x650 pixels or 25x25cm; ? That any reproductions are not used for marketing or advertising purposes. ? That the images are not held on any digital database or retrieval system after usage The enigmatic 'Portrait of Space' allows the viewer to decide where their focus lies and what is happening. The cloud behind the frame, reminiscent in shape of a bird, is possibly alluding to how Lee felt at the time. Loving the adventure of the desert yet finding the expectations of the ex-patriot society stifling, she felt a longing to escape. In Egypt Lee was far from the buzzing art movement she had been a part of in Paris. In her letters to Roland she often asks for news of the artworld, her friends, and for art publications even though she was well connected to several artists in the Egyptian surrealist movement 'Art & Liberty'. Portrait of Space was first published in the London bulletin in June 1940, along with Lee's photograph of her friend Dora Maar in profile. The image was seen by many of the Surrealist circle. Rene Magritte was particulary inspired by the image and used the shape of the torn fly screen in his 1938 painting Le Baiser. This photograph and a similar version are said to have been the inspiration for the painting entitled 'Le Baiser' by the Belgian Surrealist Rene Magritte. Published in London Bulletin, June 1940.
‘Portrait of Space’, Al Bulwayeb near Siwa, 1937 (Photo: Lee Miller Archives, England 2025)

“What good had conventions done her?” he adds of her refusal to submit in her life. “They hadn’t stopped her from being harmed as a child. Where would you feel safe after that? It’s not surprising that later in life she became an alcoholic, full of anxieties. It’s obvious. It’s cause and effect.”

In 1937, at the age of 30, Miller wrote to her future-husband Roland that she saw her life as a jigsaw puzzle with pieces that “don’t match in shape and design”. It was a metaphor that she returned to again and again as if her photography – of smashed typewriters and rippling sand dunes and bricked up doorways – was a way of putting some of the pieces back together again, an autonomous act that somehow made her feel more whole. In her 1937 photograph Portrait of Space – an eerie image of a barren desert landscape against a sky of nothingness – one sees that yearning for something beyond the torn flyscreen. “At the end of the war there was this crushing disillusionment,” Penrose says of the PTSD that followed, “about how she felt it had changed nothing.”

As Miller wrote in her own dispatch for Vogue in 1944: “The pattern of liberation is not decorative.” Perhaps that is why she turned to the kitchen instead, a place that saved Miller in the decades after the war, Penrose asserts – her surrealist recipes (bright blue spaghetti, as he recalls) were as much a left-field turn as anything else that had come before.

“As for where I am now?” Penrose asks himself in his mother’s study. His life is both “marvellous” and “surreal” – he reflects. “If Lee hadn’t dumped this into my life I would still quite happily be a dairy farmer, which is what I was. I’d be happily milking cows.” He laughs. If it wasn’t for those boxes: “It would be a very different life.”

‘Lee Miller‘ is on at the Tate Britain, London, from 2 October – 15 February 2026