RuPaul: I used depression to justify bad behaviour

“Because, and I know, I’ve done it myself, my darkness, my depression will justify my ability to get away with a lot of other bad behaviour… (and I think) ‘well, the world has done me bad’… ‘well, you know, eff you all, I’m (going to) do my own thing, whatever I wanted’… letting go of that depression, letting go of that sort of get out of jail free card is not so easy because it becomes a part of your justification system, right?”